Positive Movement
Grania on Jun 26 2008 at 7:07 pm | Filed under: The Journey
I’m writing this with about 10 minutes to spare before taking the beast to the vet again. It will be brief.
I’ve been pondering things for a couple of weeks. My life situation is not what I want it to be. The surgeries that I had helped save my life but they set me back a bit. I’m making a few moves now to regain that gap and get back on the journey that I was on before lifeus interruptus happened. Today those moves started. I feel like I took the first steps toward forward movement again. I’ve grabbed the reins, and I’m getting ready to dig my heels in. Monitoring my own reactions to things, and getting jazzed about it because what I thought would be hard, what I’ve been dreading for months, comes pretty easily when I actually apply myself.
I’ll let y’all in on it when I’m ready. I’m not yet. There are too many variables to deal with internally so I’m purposely keeping the added external pressure minimized. I’ll tell roomie in a day or two as my plan solidifies more, and there’s one friend that knows and she will help. Other than that, lets just say that the depression fog has lifted enough for the time being that I can be objective and work on things that need to be worked on.
It’s about damn time!
In other news, Minime is landlocked again and probably home by now. She found a rental in Kona that she wanted to reserve for a week next year. She invited me along too. I told her that I’d already been to Kona, I’d like to see other places out there. I don’t think she’d even thought of that. So maybe we’ll go next year to Not-Kona. We’ll see what life has in store as that comes into focus. Right now I’m only thinking about next month, a year’s still a bit out of my grasp.
Time to stuff the cat in the box. See y’all later.
