Archive for the 'the body project' Category

healing & living well

Since December 7th, I’m down 13 pounds.  Granted, probably 2 of that was removed during the surgery, that’s 11 pounds in 11 days. I purposely didn’t get on a scale until yesterday.  Between fluid retention (swelly belly) and just general lack of interest in eating (that’s coming back) I didn’t know which way it would [...]

Blogging from the hospital

I’m up, and OK.  It was a couple of rough days, the worst is behind me though.  I’ll be here for a couple more days. That’s OK too. I’m being well taken care of here and not keeping anyone up needing help all hours of the night. It’s been an experience. I’ll be glad to [...]

Staying Positive

I talked to my aunt this morning.  Our family Matriarch.  She’s 89 years old,  4’10″, and a 90 pound powerhouse of a woman.  I called to tell her I have cancer.  She got quiet. Then something that NEVER happens, happened.  She cursed.  OMG it was the funniest thing ever.  She’s usually a very proper, well put together, classy [...]

The dreaded C word

It’s funny what happens when someone tells you that you have cancer. That happened to me this morning.  I have it. The dreaded C word. I have a very curable version of it, so other than some surgery and a 4-6 week vacation from work while my guts heal and I’ll be fine.  After the [...]

Ow!!

Today I had this test (OW!!!) and this test  (and I didn’t even get a free dinner first) and this test (piece of cake after the other 2).    I have an estrogen problem. Apparently all the steroids that I took for the ruptured disk that I had earlier this year scared all my dear little progesterones [...]

Surreal Moments, successful surgery…

Monday Morning, I was at the hospital, all prepped and ready for surgery, but hadn’t spoken to either my surgeon or the anesthesiologist yet.   My doc came in, saw my daughter there, and asked me which shoulder we were doing the surgery on.  He cracks me up. I reminded him that it was my disk, and [...]

Back Surgery

It’s over.  The operation was monday morning and I got home around 1 pm yesterday. It was 100% successful at fixing the pain. The only things that hurt now are the wound itself and my fat lip from where the breathing tube pressed against it. I am truly grateful that things went so well. They were pretty [...]

Half of an update

I saw the Orthopedic Surgeon Thursday. He’s recommending the surgery. Here’s a bit about the actual operation and another bit, and another bit. And if you really want to know the icky bits about it, there’s a video here. All in all it’s not too ugly as far as surgery goes. No driving for 2-4 [...]

The Journey

Writing what I wrote last night was cleansing. I’m scared, and that’s OK. Admitting it to myself, letting myself feel it instead of bury it and pretend it’s not there is a new thing for me. I’ve spent my entire life, from 8 years old on through my failed marriage, not feeling anything. Thirty years, [...]

Raw and wounded

I was reading at Crazy Aunt Purl’s this morning because us newly divorced midlife obsessive compulsive cat owning crafty people are few and far between and we gotta stick together, even if she doesn’t know she’s being stuck to… Anyway, this post , got my attention, because I’m at the beginning of the journey that [...]